mike ...we used to talk about in this exact type of situation , just how many and who would show up or " would we even be missed etc " ... how many pretend , fake friends would be acting like they new you best !!! I NEVER THOUGHT FOR A SECOND MIKE....THAT I WOULD BE ACTUALLY THE ONE OF US WHO GOT TO LIVE NOW, WITH ... A GIANT VOID IN MY HEART, A TYPE OF PAIN I WOULDNT WISH ON ANYONE!! AND MIKE MY BROTHER ... I MISS YOU BRO, I MISS YOU EVERY DAY!! I PROMISS ED YOU I WOULD DO MY BEST TO HELP OUR FAMILY, YOUR KIDS AND LORI , ETC !! THAT I WILL !!! O AND,,ITS THE ABSOLUTE WORST FOR ME , TO LOSE MY BROTHER .. I LOVE YOU MAN .